your palms are sweaty and i'm barely listening [08 Dec 2004|08:48am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the postal service<3 ] yeah so alot has happened in the past like two weeks.  i adopted a kitten from the lowell humane society on friday and i'm still not sure if i'm keeping him yet. i feel like he's too much of a responsibility and i'm at the point in my life where i'm barely responsible enough to take care of myself and surroundings.. let alone an animal. i feel like i have a baby and it's not a good feeling.. i'm not ready for such a big responsibility yet. but on another note i've been applying to alot of places for a job, hopefully i'll get one by the end of the year.  last tuesday was a half day and i went out with jared to the mall and stuff.. but the night ended pretty rough. we still were shy around eachother which caused us to barely talk the whole like 8 hours we were together. we had a long talk about how things were going and realized that with a little communication things could get much better <3 i've been car searching alot lately.. realizing that i really need a job which sucks because i'm wicked lazy.  i spent most of my weekend and last night with jared, which i adored. we have alot of fun when we're around eachother and can have very serious and intimate talks. his bands progressing very well which i am very proud of. oh man yesterday i had driving lessons and the guy bought me on the highway in the terrible weather for like 20 minutes i was tweaking out. other than that yeah i'm in school and me and brianna are going to go make christmas decorations for this very boring and ugly shop. <3 i'm thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss their perfectly aligned <3 5 loving dreams ♥ living dreams

[28 Nov 2004|03:24pm] ( for a rainy day <3 ) 2 loving dreams ♥ living dreams

[26 Nov 2004|11:06am] If I were a month, I'd be: December If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Saturday If I were a time of day, I'd be: 6:00 pm If I were a direction, I'd be: North If I were a historical figure, I'd be: Configious If I were a liquid, I'd be: water; its pure If I were a bird, I'd be a: love bird If I were a tool, I'd be a: Hammer If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: red rose If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: snow If I were a mythical creature, I'd be an: ghost If I were a musical instrument, I'd be a: microphone If I were an animal, I'd be a: cat If I were a color, I'd be: hott pink If I were an emotion, I’d be: love If I were a sound, I'd be: screaming If I were an element, I'd be: silver If I were a song, I'd be: the boy who blocked his own shot If I were a book, I'd be: the perks of being a wallflower If I were a material, I'd be: cotton If I were a taste, I'd be: sweet If I were a scent, I'd be: lucky you If I were a religion, I'd be: catholic If I were a word, I'd be: forever If I were a body part, I'd be: eyes If I were a facial expression, I'd be: smile If I were a shape, I'd be a: heart If I were a number, I'd be: 12 2 loving dreams ♥ living dreams

a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy while you are just flying past <3 [23 Nov 2004|08:41pm] [ mood | impressed ] [ music | ani difranco × 32 flavors ] [my weekend] so lately i haven't really been home at all.. today was the first day in the longest time then i spent all day doing nothing. this weekend went by really quick.. i spent it basically all with jared<3. after school on friday we went and got the truck washed then hung out at his house for a bit.. then got everything ready and watched left of space perform at tune town which was a good time.. then we went back to charlie's and hung out for a bit then jared drove me home because i was falling asleep on top of him. then on saturday i went shopping for a little bit then went to my sisters house.. then i got dropped off at jareds.. he got me a white teddy bear :) we went to salem then went to some show in lexington with ryan dave and jim.. it was a good laugh. then we went to ihop and stayed there until 2 in the morning. [jared<3] hm yeah this whole me and jared thing is working out really well.. better than i could of ever imagined. not only does he make me extremely happy but he takes care of me which is something i have never had in anyone else before. im getting to know him so well and everything is becoming so much clearer.. i never imagined that i would find someone as good as jared.. i have no idea what i did to deserve something as good as him.. im so lucky <3 and i guess its safe to say that i really do love him ♥ [this week] yeah so its a short shop week.. which is a good thing since i really can't stand shop because of thedrama and suck ups.. so stupid. everyone is so closed minded and its so aggravating. if brianna wasn't in that class i would not be able to survive living dreams

[17 Nov 2004|11:04pm] ( im a freak, yo ) 6 loving dreams ♥ living dreams

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